Chapter 14: Homecoming
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The 97 AU wormhole delivered them into the Sol system on a morning that belonged to no one aboard the transport — a Tuesday in late April, by the calendar of a world that had turned twenty-two thousand times since they left it. The wormhole mouth released them the way it had released the Perspicacity and the Meridian and every other vessel that had ever passed through that first door — gently, without ceremony, two hundred meters of engineered spacetime opening like an eye into a sky the five of them had not seen in fourteen months by their reckoning and sixty-two years by everyone else’s.
The sun was there.
Not a spectral classification. Not a data point in a gravitational wave torrent. The sun — the one, the first, the G-type dwarf that had warmed the mud that became the cells that became the minds that followed the thread to the center of everything and came home carrying the knowledge of what they’d found and the weight of what it cost. Seventeen light-hours away. A bright point brighter than any other star in the field, and Ren, who had navigated by pulsar timing arrays and intergalactic beacon chains and the mapped topology of a universe threaded with wormholes, looked at it through the transport’s forward viewport and felt his hands go still on the console the way they had gone still fourteen months ago when the same star had appeared through the same throat, and the feeling was the same — not joy, not relief, but the raw physiological recognition of origin, the way a salmon knows its river, the way a root knows which direction is down.
The transport’s pilot — a young woman from the Viridis Station crew, born thirty years after the Thread launched — navigated the inner system in silence. She had volunteered for the run. She was not sure why. Something about the way the five of them sat in the passenger cabin — quiet, upright, their faces carrying an expression she could not name but that she recognized from photographs of people stepping off ships after wars — had made her want to be the one who brought them the last distance. She did not speak to them during the transit. She flew well and said nothing and understood, in the way that young people sometimes understand things they have no framework for, that the silence in her cabin was sacred and she was not to fill it.
They passed Neptune’s orbit. Saturn’s. Jupiter’s. The familiar names scrolling past on the navigation display like the chapter headings of a book they had read as children and were now rereading as strangers, finding the words the same and the meaning altered beyond recognition. The inner system resolved — Mars, the asteroid belt, the orbital habitats that had been construction platforms and transit hubs when they left and were now something larger, something more permanent, the infrastructure of a species that had spent sixty-two years learning to live among its own star’s children if not yet among the stars beyond.
Earth-Luna Station hailed them at fourteen light-minutes out. The pilot responded. The voice on the other end was careful, controlled, and operating from a script that had been written, revised, and rehearsed by a communications team that had been preparing since the data burst arrived from Viridis — the script for welcoming home the dead.
The station had been rebuilt. The Thread’s crew would not have recognized it — the original Earth-Luna Station had been a modest orbital platform, a waypoint for Lacework transits, and in the decades since their departure it had grown into something that sprawled across low Earth orbit like a small city, its modules and docking rings and solar collection arrays spreading in every direction, the accretion of sixty-two years of a civilization learning to build in space. Transports and cargo vessels moved through its traffic patterns with the dense, habitual flow of a port that never slept. Somewhere in its administrative core, a team of UNEA officials and scientific advisors and press liaisons were assembled in a conference room that had been converted, over the past nine days, into the nerve center for the largest media event in a generation.
The crew of the Thread was coming home.
The world knew. The data transmitted from Viridis Station had preceded them — routed through the Lacework’s inner nodes, received at Earth-Luna in under a day, disseminated through institutions and networks and the consciousness of eight billion people over the nine days since. The verified physics had already begun reshaping wormhole engineering. The biological data had already ignited a dozen new research programs. The surveillance data — the knowledge that the network watched, had always watched, had been watching since before the species learned to stand upright — had already triggered the first sessions of what would become the longest-running planetary defense debate in human history. And beneath all of it, beneath the science and the policy and the institutional machinery grinding into motion, was the story itself: six people who had followed the thread to the center of the universe and found something there that no one could agree on, and lost sixty-two years doing it, and five of them were coming home.
The transport docked at Earth-Luna Station’s primary receiving bay — a cavernous space designed for diplomatic arrivals and humanitarian operations, repurposed now for something it had never been designed to hold. Through the viewport, as the docking arm extended and the magnetic clamps engaged, the five crew members could see the crowd.
It filled the bay. Hundreds of people — press corps with recording equipment, UNEA officials in formal dress, scientific delegations from institutions whose names the crew recognized and institutions that had not existed when they left, medical teams, security personnel, and behind them all, held back by a cordon that looked hastily erected and insufficient for its purpose, the families.
The airlock cycled. The pressure equalized. The inner door opened.
Five people walked into the light of a world that had aged a lifetime around them, and the world looked back and could not reconcile what it saw.
They were unchanged. That was the thing the cameras captured and the feeds transmitted and the eight billion people watching from every corner of the planet could not stop staring at — five human beings who looked exactly as they had looked in the mission photographs from 2157, their faces carrying not a single additional year, their bodies unmarked by the six decades that had reshaped everything and everyone they had left behind. The paradox of time dilation made visual, made visceral, made real in the specific, devastating way that only a human face can make an abstraction real: five people frozen in the amber of relativistic physics while the world aged around them, returning to find that the people they loved had grown old and the institutions they served had forgotten them and the planet they called home had become a place they recognized the way you recognize a childhood house that has been renovated — the bones familiar, the surfaces strange, the feeling of belonging undercut by the constant, low-frequency wrongness of everything being almost right and not quite.
Herrera was first through the airlock. The captain’s prerogative, exercised one final time. He wore the same uniform he had worn for eleven weeks of transit and nine days at Viridis Station, pressed and clean because the station crew had laundered it and because Herrera understood that how you walked through a door mattered, especially when the door was the last one. His face showed what it always showed — the controlled, level architecture of a man who processed everything and revealed only what was necessary — and what was necessary, at this moment, was steadiness. The crowd needed it. The cameras needed it. The families behind the cordon needed someone to walk through first and demonstrate that the dead could come home with their spines straight and their eyes forward and their bearing intact, and Herrera had been demonstrating this for eleven weeks, and the demonstration would hold because that was what demonstrations were for.
Behind him, in single file: Adaeze, then Ren, then Yuki, then Maren. No ceremony to the order — it was simply the order in which they had been seated in the transport’s cabin, the order of proximity to the airlock, the order of chance. But the cameras would later assign meaning to it, as cameras always do, and the meaning they assigned was not entirely wrong: the scientist, the navigator, the engineer, the theorist, walking in the wake of the captain who had brought them back, five people arranged in a line that began with duty and ended with the woman who would tell their story.
The sound hit them first. The crowd — respectful, restrained, operating under the decorum of an institutional event — broke its silence the way a held breath breaks, not with a shout but with a collective exhalation, a murmur that swelled through the bay like a wave finding shore, carrying in it the particular resonance of a species confronting the return of its own dead. Applause, tentative at first, then sustained. Not celebration — recognition. The sound of people acknowledging that something they had filed away as tragedy had turned out to be something else, something they did not yet have a word for, and the applause was a placeholder for the word they had not found.
Herrera walked through it. His eyes swept the crowd with the systematic attention of a man who had spent a career scanning unfamiliar environments for the things that mattered, and what he was scanning for now was not threats or exits but faces. Specific faces. Faces he had written to every night for fourteen months in a leather journal, faces he had last seen in a kitchen above Ceres — young faces, a wife’s face, the faces of two boys who were seven and nine when he left.
He found them.
They were near the front of the cordon, stage right, positioned where the UNEA liaison had placed them — the families given priority placement, arranged in the order the crew manifest listed them, each cluster marked by a small placard with a crew member’s name.
Herrera’s sons were old men.
The fact of it — the visual, inescapable, irreconcilable fact of it — struck him with a force that no amount of preparation could have blunted, because preparation is intellectual and this was physiological, this was two faces he had carried in his mind as boys resolving into the faces of men in their seventies, men with weathered skin and gray hair and the particular architecture of bone that emerges when decades of living have stripped away the softness of youth. They were tall. They had their father’s build. The older one — Santiago, who had been nine, who had asked why the stars didn’t fall down — stood with the posture of a retired engineer or a tired professor, the posture of a man who had spent a career using his body to hold up his mind. The younger one — Marco, who had been seven, who had chewed his thumbnail during goodbyes — stood beside his brother with his hands in his pockets, and the thumbnail was intact, and the boy was gone, and in his place was a man who looked more like Herrera than Herrera’s own reflection.
Between them, in a wheelchair she clearly despised, sat Elena.
She was ninety-one years old. She had the face of a woman who had spent six decades refusing to be described as waiting, because waiting implied passivity and Elena Herrera had never been passive — she had raised two boys alone, had managed the household above Ceres, had eventually relocated to Earth when the boys took positions planetside, had built a life that was full and complete and did not require the return of a dead husband to justify itself. She had lived. That was the thing her face communicated before anything else: not patience, not endurance, but the unapologetic evidence of a life thoroughly lived. And she was here. Ninety-one years old, in a wheelchair she had agreed to only because her sons had insisted and she had decided this was not the hill, because there was a more important hill, and it was walking toward her in a pressed uniform with the same face it had worn the day it left.
Herrera reached the cordon. He did not climb over it. He did not push through. He stopped, and his sons looked at him — looked at a father younger than themselves, a man frozen in the body of the forty-eight-year-old who had kissed them goodbye at Ceres and promised to write — and for a moment the three of them existed in the silence of a paradox too large for the language of reunion, the silence of a father who was supposed to be older and sons who were supposed to be younger and an order of things that the universe had quietly, irrevocably reversed.
Santiago spoke first. His voice was his father’s voice, aged by seven decades, roughened by a life of its own: “You look good, Dad.”
It broke something. Not the composure — the composure held, it held because it was structural, because Herrera had built it to hold under pressures that would have crushed lesser architectures — but something behind the composure, something that had been rigid for eleven weeks and sixty-two years, shifted, the way a load-bearing wall shifts when the foundation settles, not breaking but acknowledging the weight.
“You got old,” Herrera said. And the thing in his voice was not grief and not humor but the precise midpoint between them — the place where a man stands when the only honest response to the unbearable is to name it plainly and keep standing.
He reached over the cordon and put his hands on his sons’ shoulders. One hand on each. The gesture of a man confirming that something is real — not embracing, not yet, but touching, the way Yuki touched a hull to feel whether the integrity held. They were real. They were warm. They were old. They were his.
Elena watched from the wheelchair. Her eyes — still sharp, still carrying the diagnostic precision that had always made her the most perceptive person in any room she occupied — moved across her husband’s face with the focused attention of a woman completing an assessment she had begun sixty-two years ago. She did not cry. She had cried already, privately, in the days since the news arrived from Viridis, in the bedroom of the apartment in Buenos Aires where she had lived for the past twenty years, surrounded by photographs of a man who had not aged in any of them because all the photographs were from before and there was no after until now.
Herrera released his sons’ shoulders and knelt beside the wheelchair. Not ceremonially — practically, the way he did everything, getting his eyes level with hers because the conversation they were about to have required equality of position, even if the inequality of time could not be corrected.
“I found my way home,” he said. Quiet. Just for her.
Elena put her hand on his face. An old hand on a young face. The specific, devastating inversion of the natural order — a wife older than her husband by forty years, touching the same cheek she had touched at their wedding, finding it unchanged while her own hands had mapped every year he had missed.
“Took you long enough,” she said. And her voice cracked on the last word, the only crack, and then she set her jaw and the crack sealed and she was Elena again, and the joke was a gift, and Herrera received it the way he received all her gifts — with the quiet recognition that the woman he had married was stronger than the forces that had tried to break them, including time, including distance, including the specific cruelty of a universe that had preserved his body and aged hers and asked them both to call the result a homecoming.
The leather journal was in his hand. He had carried it from the transport — the same journal, the same leather, the pen clipped to the spine, the pages filled with a year of letters written to two boys in the handwriting of a father who had crossed the observable universe and come home to deliver them. He placed it in Santiago’s hands. The older son took it. Felt the weight. Looked at the cover — worn smooth at the edges, the leather darkened by fourteen months of nightly handling, the impression of Herrera’s palm visible in the grain where he had pressed it flat a thousand times.
“I wrote to you,” Herrera said. “Both of you. Every night.”
Written to boys. Delivered to old men. The journal sat in Santiago’s weathered hands, and the hands were the wrong age and the words inside were addressed to the wrong versions of the men who held them, and none of that mattered, because a father’s letters to his children are not diminished by time — they are amplified by it, the way a signal is amplified by the distance it has traveled, the way a star is more beautiful for being far away.
Marco put his hand on the journal too. Two old men holding a book of letters from a young father. Between them, in the wheelchair, Elena reached up and placed her hand on the cover, and for a moment the four of them held it together — the complete set, the family, reassembled across sixty-two years in a docking bay on a space station orbiting a world that had given up on one of them and been wrong.
Adaeze saw Ife before Ife saw her.
She was still inside the cordon, standing behind Herrera’s family, and her eyes had found the placard with her own name and followed it to the cluster of people gathered beneath it, and her vision had narrowed the way vision narrows in moments of extremity — the peripheral world falling away, the crowd dissolving, the sound diminishing to a hum, until all that remained was a woman in the front of the group, standing upright without assistance, her hair white, her posture straight, her face —
Ife’s face.
Adaeze’s face, aged sixty-two years. The same bone structure, the same brow, the same eyes that had looked up at her from a bedroom in Lagos and asked her to define infinity and had not been satisfied with the mathematical answer and had demanded the real one — how far away can something be and still come back? Those eyes, set now in a face lined by seven decades of living, looked out across the docking bay with the calm, focused patience of a woman who had done the calculation and was waiting for the result.
She was seventy-six years old. She had come from Nairobi, where she lived now — a professor of astrobiology, retired, her career built on the extension of her mother’s biosignature framework into a detection methodology that had become the standard reference for every exobiological survey conducted in the Lacework. She had spent her professional life completing the work her mother had begun and her personal life building the family her mother had left behind to begin it. Beside her stood a woman in her early forties — tall, dark-eyed, with a bearing that combined Adaeze’s precision and Ife’s stubbornness into something entirely its own. Adaeze’s granddaughter. Named Adaeze. And beside her, two teenagers, quiet and wide-eyed, watching the airlock with the uncomprehending awe of children witnessing something they had been told about but could not yet feel.
Great-grandchildren. Adaeze Obi had great-grandchildren. The fact arrived in her consciousness like a data point from an instrument she had not known she was running — unexpected, verifiable, rewriting every model she had built of what her absence had produced.
She walked to the cordon. The walk took fifteen seconds. It was the longest walk of her life — longer than the walk to the Thread’s airlock at Ceres, longer than the walk to the observation bay when the visions began, longer than any of the distances she had crossed in fourteen months of transit, because those distances had been measured in light-years and this one was measured in the space between a mother and a daughter and the sixty-two years that filled it.
Ife watched her come. She did not move. She did not rush forward. She stood with the stillness of a woman who had rehearsed this moment in some form for most of her adult life — not the reunion itself, which she had stopped expecting decades ago, but the emotional architecture of it, the way she would hold herself, the way she would receive the impossible when it finally arrived. She had been a scientist her whole life. She had learned from the best. And the thing her mother had taught her, above all else, was how to stand in front of extraordinary data and not let it overwhelm the instrument.
Adaeze reached the cordon and stopped. Two meters away. Close enough to see the lines around Ife’s eyes, the texture of her skin, the small scar on her left temple that had not been there at fourteen — a life’s worth of detail, written in the body, every mark a year Adaeze had not been present for, every line a birthday missed, a milestone uncelebrated, a question unanswered in the voice of the mother who should have been there to answer it.
Ife looked at her mother’s face — unchanged, unlined, the same face from the photograph that had hung in every apartment and office and laboratory Ife had occupied since she was fifteen — and she did not count the years her mother had missed. She counted the years she had lived.
Sixty-two years. A doctorate. A career. A marriage that lasted twenty-three years and ended with mutual respect. A daughter — born at thirty-four, named for the woman who had left, the name a claim and a bridge and an act of faith that the woman it honored was not dead but merely far away. Grandchildren. Students. Papers published, citations earned, questions answered and questions left open. A house in Nairobi with a garden she tended in the evenings. A life. A complete, full, unapologetic life, built not in spite of her mother’s absence but in the specific shape of it — the way a tree grows around a wound, the wood thickening at the edges, the scar becoming part of the architecture.
“Mama,” Ife said. The word was quiet. It carried no anger. It carried no accusation. It carried sixty-two years of a daughter’s life compressed into two syllables, and it was enough.
Adaeze’s hand went to her pocket. The letter was there. It was always there. The paper so worn it felt like cloth, the ink faded at the creases, the words still legible in the handwriting of a girl who no longer existed except in the woman standing in front of her: just come back.
She came back.
Adaeze reached across the cordon and took her daughter’s hands. Old hands. Seventy-six years old. Hands that had held test tubes and written papers and braided a child’s hair and gripped the armrests of a chair in a hospital room when her grandmother died and planted seeds in Nairobi clay and done everything — everything — that hands do in a full human life. Adaeze held them and felt the years in them the way Yuki felt fractures in a hull: through the skin, through the architecture, reading the history of stress and repair and endurance in the structure itself.
“I came back,” she said, holding back tears. “I’m sorry it took so long.”
Ife shook her head. Not a negation — a correction. “It took what it took.” She squeezed her mother’s hands. Her grip was firm. The grip of a woman who had learned, somewhere in the decades between fifteen and seventy-six, that the people you love do not owe you an accounting of the time they were gone. They owe you their presence when they return. “I have so much to tell you.”
The granddaughter named Adaeze stepped forward then, and the great-grandchildren behind her, and Ife released one of her mother’s hands to draw them in — this is your grandmother, this is who I was named for, this is the woman from the story — and Adaeze stood in a docking bay on a space station orbiting Earth and met the family that had grown in the space she left behind, three generations deep, rooted in Nairobi soil and Lacework science and the stubborn, irreducible act of a fourteen-year-old girl who had written just come back on a piece of paper and then spent sixty-two years building a life worthy of the waiting.
The letter stayed in Adaeze’s pocket. She would show it to Ife later — tonight, maybe, or tomorrow, in whatever room they found themselves in, in whatever version of home the next hours would reveal. She would take it out and unfold it and they would look at it together, mother and daughter, the paper soft and the ink faded and the words the same, and the distance between the girl who wrote it and the woman who stood here now would be visible in the creases, and it would be enough. It would be more than enough. It would be everything.
Ren stood at the edge of the crowd and watched.
No one was waiting for him. Lian had died fifteen years before his return — an aneurysm at sixty-seven, a fact delivered by a next-of-kin notification routed to a dead man’s file. His parents were gone decades. He had no children. The topology map in his breast pocket was the only artifact of a personal life, and the person it commemorated was not here.
He did not grieve at the cordon. He simply did not have a reunion to conduct, so he stood at the margin of other people’s reunions and did what he had always done: watched, and counted, and made sure the numbers were right. He watched Herrera’s sons — old men with their father’s shoulders. He watched Adaeze reach across the cordon and take the hands of a seventy-six-year-old woman who had once been a girl with a letter, and the thing that moved through him was not envy but the recognition that the cost of the journey had been distributed unevenly — the years taken from him were abstract and the years taken from Adaeze were specific, and specificity was always where the real weight lived. Colleagues would find him later — the topology researchers, the generation of scientists who had grown up treating his convergence paper as foundational text. But right now Ren Hakoda stood at the edge of the light and made sure everyone else’s numbers added up, because that was what he had always done, and the habit held.
Yuki stood in the docking bay and looked at the crowd and then looked back at the transport.
She was not sure what she was looking for in either direction. The crowd was a wall of faces and sound and the particular electromagnetic chaos of too many humans in an enclosed space — recording devices, communication feeds, the hum of the station’s life support running at elevated capacity to accommodate the additional bodies. The transport behind her was a clean, well-maintained vessel that bore no resemblance to the Thread and that she had spent the entire journey from Viridis trying not to resent for this fact, the way you try not to resent a competent stranger who has replaced someone you loved.
A woman near the cordon caught her eye. Older — perhaps seventy, short gray hair, the compact build of someone who had worked with her hands for most of her life. She held a small sign that read, in careful handwriting: Yuki-chan. The diminutive. The childhood name. The name that belonged to a kitchen in Sapporo where a grandmother hummed a lullaby while washing rice and a girl took apart the rice cooker to understand the conversation between its parts.
Yuki did not recognize her for four seconds. Then she did.
Her sister. Hana. Who had been thirty-two when Yuki left and was now ninety-four and had come anyway — had traveled from Sapporo to the Earth-Luna Station, ninety-four years old and stubborn as gravity, because the sister she had shared a room with and fought with over borrowed clothes and watched disassemble every machine in the house was coming home and Hana intended to be there when she arrived, and Hana had always intended things with a force that the universe found inconvenient to refuse.
Yuki crossed the bay. She did not run. She walked with the measured gait of an engineer approaching a system she needed to assess — carefully, attentively, reading the signs. Hana watched her come with the same directness she had always had, the same expression she wore when Yuki had taken apart the bicycle derailleur at age ten and Hana had found the gears spread across the garage floor and said, with a seven-year-old’s wounded indignation, that was my bike.
“You look the same,” Hana said. Her voice was thin with age and thick with something else. “Exactly the same. It’s annoying.”
Yuki looked at her sister’s face — the face she had known better than her own instruments, aged past recognition and yet entirely recognizable, the way a river is recognizable even when the banks have changed — and something moved in her chest that she did not have language for and did not try to name, because Yuki had never trusted language the way she trusted vibration, frequency, the physical signatures of things, and the signature she was reading now was unmistakable.
She put her arms around her sister. Hana was smaller than she remembered. Lighter. The bones closer to the surface, the way bones come closer to the surface in machines that have been running a long time and have used up their padding. Yuki held her with the calibrated tenderness she brought to damaged systems — firm enough to be real, gentle enough not to break anything, the touch of a woman who knew exactly how much pressure a structure could bear.
“You came,” Yuki said.
“Of course I came.” Hana’s voice, muffled against her shoulder. “Someone had to make sure you weren’t taking the station apart.”
The joke landed. It landed the way a well-timed maneuver lands — not with spectacle but with precision, hitting the exact frequency needed to make a held thing release. Yuki laughed. It was a small sound, unpracticed, carrying the rust of eleven weeks of silence, and it surprised her the way an unexpected reading surprises an engineer: not alarming but noteworthy, a signal she had not known the system was still capable of producing.
She did not hum. Not yet. But Hana was here, and the kitchen in Sapporo was not gone — it had only moved, the way all important things move, into the bodies and the memories and the stubborn presence of the people who carry them. The lullaby would come back. Not today. Not this week. But the instrument that played it had not been broken. It had only gone quiet, the way machines go quiet when they are conserving power for the work ahead.
Maren stood alone.
She had known she would. She had known since the number appeared on the display in the observation bay — sixty-two years, the calculation confirmed, Nolan’s override turned into a lifetime — that her mother was dead. Had been dead for decades. The woman who had sat with a nine-year-old at a kitchen table in Bergen at four in the morning, keeping company with insomnia and equations, who had never once told her daughter to go to sleep, who had understood without being told that some minds are built for the dark and the table and the work that will not wait for dawn — that woman had died while her daughter orbited a black hole at the center of the universe, and the funeral had been in Bergen, in the rain, and Maren had missed it by four hundred million light-years and sixty-two years and every measure of distance that humans had ever invented to describe the space between the living and the dead.
No one was waiting for her at the cordon. No placard bore her name. The UNEA liaison, who had organized the families with the careful logistics of a person trying to manage the unmanageable, had searched the records and found no next of kin — no spouse, no children, no siblings, no one who had known Maren Solberg before she boarded the Thread and who still lived to know her after. Her mother’s apartment in Oslo had been sold decades ago. Her academic positions had been filled. Her publications had entered the literature and her name had entered the history books and the woman herself had become an abstraction — a mind detached from a body, a framework detached from the hands that built it, the way all scientists eventually become their work and lose the rest.
She stood at the back of the bay. Her tablet was under her arm — it was always under her arm, the margins still full of topology sketches from Viridis, the equations still running in the background, the mind still modeling because the mind did not stop modeling any more than the heart stopped beating; it was involuntary, structural, the thing she was. She watched the reunions with the detached attention of a scientist observing a phenomenon she could describe but not participate in — Herrera’s family, Adaeze’s family, the specific geometries of grief and love arranging themselves in the light of the docking bay. She noted the way the families touched the crew members’ faces, as if confirming that the youth was real. She noted the way the old children looked at their young parents. She noted all of it, and the noting was not cold — it was the only way she knew how to be present, the only instrument she had for receiving the world.
Then she looked past the families to the press corps. The scientific delegations. The UNEA officials. The institutional machinery of a civilization that had just received the most important data in its history and did not yet know what to do with it. She saw the questions forming in their faces — the hunger for explanation, for narrative, for someone who could take the raw, overwhelming, contradictory mass of what the Thread had found and shape it into something the species could hold.
The others had families. The others had reunions to conduct, relationships to rebuild, the long, private work of re-entering lives that had continued without them. They would not want to stand in front of cameras. They would not want to answer questions. They would not want to carry the story into the world — not now, not yet, maybe not ever. The story was theirs but the telling of it was a different kind of labor, and the people who had lived it were in no condition to perform it.
Maren was in no condition either. But Maren had always worked at four in the morning when no one else was awake, and the work had never waited for her to be ready, and the kitchen table did not require her to be whole, only present.
She stepped forward. Past the cordon, past the families, toward the press delegation and the science teams and the institutional representatives who were about to learn that the woman walking toward them — slight, sleepless, carrying a tablet full of the universe’s architecture sketched in margins — was the one who would tell them what the Thread had found at the center of everything, and what it had cost, and what it meant, if it meant anything at all.
She did not smile. She did not perform. She walked toward them the way she walked toward equations — directly, without ceremony, with the specific courage of a woman who had spent her entire life being right in rooms where no one was listening and had learned that the only response was to keep talking until the room caught up.
The room was about to catch up. The entire world was about to catch up. And Maren Solberg — who had no one waiting, who had come home to an empty chair at a kitchen table in a city that had forgotten her — was the one who would carry the knowledge forward, because someone had to, and the others could not, and she had never required an audience to do the work. She only required the work itself.
She reached the first row of press. She looked at them. They looked at her. The cameras caught a woman with a tablet and tired eyes and the bearing of someone who had seen the architecture of the universe and could not unsee it and did not want to.
“My name is Dr. Maren Solberg,” she said. “I was the theoretical cosmologist aboard the Thread. I’ll take your questions.”